Two months ago this weekend, the day before we were taking Eliza back to Liverpool for her final year in university, the three of us were sitting in a cafe in Didsbury village, one of our afternoon walk and a brew haunts. Eliza said, out of nowhere, 'I think we should all go and get a number 23 tattoo for Isaac'. Lou and I looked at each other and both said, 'yeah. ok'. It was very spontaneous, none of us ever really thought abut getting a tattoo before. Me and Eliza had joked about but very much in a 'we won't ever do this' kind of way. But at that moment it suddenly seemed like a good thing to do. Unfortunately the tattoo parlour in Sale couldn't fit us in on the day so we booked in for a month later- it felt like something the three of us should do together and Eliza didn't want to come back from Liverpool for a while. It also gave us some time to think about fonts and parts of the body.
The number 23 has become associated with Isaac. I've written about it before this year. He was 23 when he died and his birthday is the 23rd November (just a couple of weeks away now with the 2nd anniversary of his death a week later). In the last year the number 23 has kept appearing in front of me- on street signs, graffiti, electricity boxes, random tv countdown shows suddenly channel surfed onto, the only available table in a pub. I don't think it necessarily means anything- it's just something I've started noticing and when I see a 23 now it makes me think of him and smile. Getting a 23 tattoo might trigger the same reaction (and a month later, I'm happy to say it does). We got the tattoos done a month ago. Mine is pictured above, a type writer font on my forearm. Lou got a smaller 23 on her side and Eliza got an even smaller, fine line 23 on her upper arm.
The number 23 has a rich history. I've written before as well about it's part in KLF mythology, with their interest in Discordianism and numerology. When Isaac died I was reading John Higgs' book about The KLF. A few weeks after he died I picked the book back up and the first chapter I read was about the significance of 23. I finished the chapter and put the book down, totally freaked about. I read it again the next day and it had a similar effect. When I was looking at fonts for my tattoo I thought about a KLF block 23 but it would very inky and take some time to do. I fancied a type writer font. On the morning we were due to go I suddenly wondered what 23 would look like in a factory/ Peter Saville font and started going through my various Factory art books. What, I asked myself, was Fac 23? A quick search later and I realised Fac 23 was the 7" release of Love Will Tear Us Apart by Joy Division. Which caused me to stop in my tracks for a moment. In the end I didn't quite go full Peter Saville Fac font but it played a part in my thinking. We're all really glad we got them done. At the moment, all autumn chilliness and long sleeves, its often covered up, but when I see it, it makes me smile. The upcoming anniversaries are weighing quite heavily and I'll be glad to get November over with- but the tattoos feel like a positive and I'm not sure a year ago I'd thought that would be possible.
This mix is 46 minutes of songs connected to the number 23. I was going to bring it in at 23 minutes but that felt too short so went for double 23. Two of the songs below were also released in full 23 minute versions which felt too long for a Sunday mix but they're here in shorter versions to represent their 23 minute long brothers.
- Chris Rotter And The Bad Meat Club: 86'd
- 10:40: Sleepwalker
- Local Psycho And The Hurdy Gurdy Orchestra: The Hurdy Gurdy Song (Mothers Of The New Stone Age Remix)
- 23 Skidoo: Coup
- Jah Division: Jah Will Tear Us Apart
- The Vendetta Suite: Eye In The Triangle
- Two Lone Swordsmen: 23rd Street
- Mogwai: U235
- Gorillaz: Aries
- Psychic TV: Godstar
- The KLF: 3am Eternal
What a beautiful post, Adam. I'm in constant awe of your capacity to write about your experience in a way that doesn't hold back but articulates it so well that the tragedy and loss is inextricably linked with joy and hope. A testament to what an incredible people Isaac, you and your family are and a reminder that someone's physical absence does not mean that they are not always present in your life. The mutual 23 tattoos are a lovely and tangible reminder.
ReplyDeleteYour Sunday selection on the theme looks wonderful...unfortunately, no live link at the moment. Looking forward to listening to this, your mixes are always a cut above and this one looks like it'll raise the bar yet again.
Love and best wishes to you, Lou and Eliza.
You've probably realised but today is 12th November. 12+11 = 23.
ReplyDeleteWonderful writing and post …
ReplyDeleteAnonymous- I had noticed that until you mentioned it. Amazing. Just goes to show....
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ReplyDeleteWhat Khayem said.
ReplyDeleteGreat idea, wonderful post. A very positive thing to do.
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